偷偷地走了

昨天，很难得地回了正公司开会，

也很random地，
问之前的lunchmate要不要lunch.
*毕竟有差不多两个月没回正公司了

“yo...dude,
back in the office,
wanna catch up & lunch?"

 会开得有点迟，
所以干脆叫他在之前常光顾的
韩裔夫妇开的店等我。

到了的时候，
原来他也約了其他朋友。


一如往常，聊着聊着，
掺杂了，好多好多的三字经。
超粗俗 ，但超开心的。
*那位lunchmate 是无粗不成句的*
大家都已习惯，一点也不见怪。

突然，lunchmate 的友人问我
“you know he's leaving?"

WTF，几时的事哦？
 
“today, like as in, tonight"

哇。。。也太突然了吧？

“where to?"
"Spain"

哈哈。。。蛙靠，
酱远！
以后要 lunch,
恐怕要坐几时小时的飞机了。
=(

lunch 完后，
也找了lunchmate 来闲聊，
才知道其实他憋得蛮久了 。
一直都想突破自己的舒适 圈。

其实, 他是在新国出生，
新国长大的 大马人，
所以每每回去，逢年过节，
大家都会比来比去，
你在哪里做工啊？
”哎哟。。。
美国厚，澳洲厚，上海厚，北京厚。。。

唯独他 ，
“KL"

"Well, I'm not that young,
already farking 31... ...
Sometimes, I feel so old,
so uncomplished,
so  ... so....

Not like I'm a failure or what,
just... ... just that
I'm afraid if I don't do it now,
I might not do it anymore,
like really
DO NO MORE

I just wanna give it a final strive,
and who knows,
I might go places,
or fall into deeper shits.
But this is what I want to do."

很开心， 终于，
他踏破了那一步。
也许，他可能会因为
陌生的城市，
陌生的环境，
不通的语言，
不同的文化，
还有他那不善於观察他人神色的坏习惯，
而吃尽苦头。

但，身为一个朋友，
只想祝福他，
也祝福他的理想。
祝你们白头偕老。

“你几岁了？
理想，你又几岁了？”

累

本来应该是个long weekend的，
但，打工仔一个，
dateline 来了，就是得赶。

星期六，放了自己一天假，
和一群大哥大姐去了Jelebu爬山。
挺夸张的，竟然用了整整11个小时！
哈哈。。。。
真的太佩服大家的
毅力，正能量，还有
满满的热情。<3

唯一，美中不足的是
当天竟然下去了大雨，
狗狗猫猫的大雨
注：raining cats and dogs，哈！

很难相信这是下午两点的天

很久没有在这么大的雨里徒步了。
一个字 - 爽 =D

就像陈绮贞所唱的：
“带不走的
放不下的
让大雨浸湿吧”

还有当天雨里也
让我看到了同行的
大姐和她儿子
那暖暖两母子的互动。

“一直讲5分钟，5分钟。你以为我很笨，很好骗，厚？”
“son 。。。 。。。 不要酱，加油！''

那位大姐的耐心，
真的很强大。
给我，我可能早就赏那儿子两大巴掌，
好让他diam diam 爬山。。。。哈哈
开玩笑的啦，我很有耐心的。
最多我跟你玩psycho游戏罢了。

明天，开工。。。。。
oh yeah, oh no.

Swiss Army Man

Got intro into a movie by dear bro not long ago,
and finally got the time to run through it.
A lazy afternoon indeed. =D

Mainly starring Paul Dano, the lost boy-man,
and his mannikin friend-savior, Manny.

Really like how the movie sets in from
a rather quirky, whimsical & clowny perspective.
There're too many bad-jokes-but-good-arguement moments,
which are both sarcastic and reflecting on lives.

and not forgetting,
IT IS FARKING BRILLIANT! 

Favourite quotes:

"But maybe everyone's a little bit ugly.
Maybe we're all just dying sacks of shit,
and maybe all it'll take is one person to just be okay with that,
and then the whole world will be dancing and singing and farting,
and everyone will feel a little bit less alone."

"How do you expect anyone
to want to talk to you if you sound retarded?
.........  I sounded like my dad."


Really like how the directors put the movie's logic together.
Take all the lame conversations in your life,
put them together,
and reinvent a time when they don't sound stupid,
but philosophical.

Small little theories from the movie
There can be time when you are lost in life,
so lost that you have to depend a corpse for help.

Is the way home really "the way home"?
Then, why you couldn't figure it out yourself?

One can be weird,
Two can be weird,
but happy.

If you fart strong enough,
you can go places.

鸟人

最近，
蛮多新歌的。
陈势安，
杨丞琳，
李荣浩，
Birdman 韦礼安。。。 。。。
都很不错。=D

看来歌坛真的开始改朝换代了。

明天回旧公司开会，哈！
 兜兜转转，又回到了
原地。

五月天

昨天，他们来了，
但我却没到。
还记得，当年
对自己许下的承诺。
“如果他们来了，
如果又在同一个国家，
绝不可缺席！”

哈。。。如今

周末，
连续出席了两天的讲座，
讲关于人生最有趣的一课,
法律, yeah~
有趣到爆捏。

就这样，
我以为
周末就这样，
没了。
哈哈。。。。。。

直到萧lala 之一的James
人来疯地在whatsapp 群里
发了一封
“走，瀑布！”

因为另外一条萧仔 Felix有命在身，
无法撤身。
我们就这样，
两条萧仔，
驾了五十分钟的车到城市边缘
的Sungai Sendat 瀑布。

问题是：
瀑布暂时关闭

James: 嘈~嘈~嘈~

哈哈。。。果然，
逃出了被人放飞机的命，
我还是逃不出“白脚底”的运。
一个字 - “衰”。

但，既然到了。
我们还是
在浅到不行
的小河玩上了一个小时。

有时，
周末你只需要一个
能够跟你一起lame
跟你一样萧的kaki.

明天星期一哦！。。。。。

结账

把车交到扎某鬼手里后，
搭着快铁到市中心打包晚餐。
逛着逛着，最后还是到某大型购物广场。

随意挑了两样，（一样怕吃不饱）
看起来还 ok 的便当。

到柜台结账时，
发现掌柜的是一位大姐，
最多也年出四十，
和一位 “特殊” 先生。
*特殊 as in 儿童的特殊*

大姐快速地
扫描了我那两盒便当，
然后吩咐身旁的特殊大叔
把我的便当打包起来。

同时，我发觉大姐的行动
顿时慢了下来。。。

一板，一眼，一键，

再。。。 。。。

 一板，一眼，一键。。。

这时我发现，
原来大姐为了
配合大叔稍缓的动作，
所以也把动作放慢。

等大叔把饭盒打包好，
我领过饭盒包 ，
谢过大叔，
再给大姐个 “赞哦！” 的眼神。

今晚其实蛮累的了，
六个钟的山路。=D
但，买晚餐的过程
竟然也能如此窝心。

不求队友， 神一样的能耐；
但望其如人的对待。

银色的它们，其实跟我们没差，不是吗？

你的名字

最近，老妹介绍了一部日本动漫 《君の名は》 《你的名字》。
续《秒速五厘米》后，导演Makoto Shinkai 终于又有了新作。
果然，没让人失望。

也许有些偏好，
但任何有时光穿梭的电影
我大多都会喜欢。
《不可说的秘密》 ，
《Time traveller's wife》,
《蝴蝶效应》。。。

也许有些执着，
但由始至终，都深深地，
深深地相信未来是有穿越时光这回事的。
而且，藏在我们当中的时光穿梭者们，
一定都因得遵循着他们那个时代的道德伦理，
不可向我们曝露身份。

哈哈。。。萧仔。

 在 《君の名は》里，
有被感动到。

 尤其是当泷和三叶在天灾事故
发生后和发生前的重逢。
*去看电影吧，看了你就明白了*

也许时间能冲淡脑里的回忆，
但潜意识是没法淡化的。

那一刻，

也许看到了，
未必触到。

触到了，
却未必感觉到。

感觉到了，
却未必记得牢。

彼此，我们都只能傻试。

The Walk

Wow.....
didn't thought I would abandon this blog for such a long time.
Well....
work, oh work, and
life seems to be surrounded with so much stuffs now.

Watched "The Walk" (2015) just now,
and it's pretty good! if not damn good.

even though it doesn't look like a film with lots of investment,
but the carefully thought-through objective of the story
does create a significance level of resonance within my self.

The idea of the 'le coup' is intrinsic value to all true artists.
Some times, there is no Why,
a value that is so true to yourself
that you don't need anyone to endorse it.
You just need to achieve it.

I also like how the movie touches on different stages,
as you learn not from the outcomes,
you learn from the process.

Before - Just before - Amidst - After


BEFORE
Who can ever thought that
"Highwire walking"
a term which sounds rather circusy,
or even clownish,
can be such inspiring,
inspiring in such a rebellious way.
The highest art is only visible by its artiste.

JUST BEFORE
Another part in the movie that I like is
the just-before-walk part.
Even with a thorough plan,
and years if not decades long of trainings,
the table can be turned by oneself,
just like flicking your fingers.
It's all within yourself,
success, failure, pain & gain.
One can feel like heaven, and
hell within the next few seconds.

"Most highwires walkers die just before their last few steps"

- Papa Ruddy

AMIDST
It's the shortest moment throughout the whole 'le coup'.
But it's also the make it or break it moment.
I really like how Philippe treat it like a modern Mandarin saying
"认真你就输了”
The magic is lost the moment you wrap your arms around it.
Stay focus, aimful, ambitious, but never forceful.

AFTER
The after and amidst moments were rather mixed up
in the movie. To me, it's all about being thankful,

Do a bow to the main line,
Do a bow to the cavalities,
Do a bow to the buildings,
Do a bow to the audiences,
Do a bow to your accomplices,
Do a bow to your shoes,
Do a bow to your legs
and ....
do a bow to yourself.
='D

Now I feel so pumped to go out there,
and punch my dreams.

au revoir =D

The movie was based on true story of a French highwire
artiste walking across the twin towers of NYC