there's a boy, just like me.
Same, I would say.
Perhaps 98 per cent?
We share lots of stuffs,
from papa to mama
granny to grandpa,
aunties to uncles,
look to voice
height to weight.
At the same time,
we have similar
taste, friend circles,
shirts, pants, but not undies.... coz
we don't wear one when young
hahaha....
I think I could only describe us as
"bagai pinang dibelah dua"
hahha.... you know what I mean.
Kalah semua pengantin baru!!
When we were in our teens,
we regularly confuse our
classmates, teachers and friends.
Not that we still look 100% alike,
but just slightly more similar
than any other siblings in school.
especially the days
when we wear the wrong uniform to school.
I feel bad for not pulling off
some huge pranks at that time.
haha.... Well, that proves that
I'm a good boy after all.
yeah~
Unconsciously, we went through so much together.
From the ridiculous scouting activities,
to the heart-warming dragonboating,
and not to forget ....
the sort-of-lost key club activities,
and the pretty embarrassing swimming shit.
haha....
I know it might not sound like it, but...
thanks for pulling through those hard-shits with me
same goes to our monkey-boy and cabo gui.
I miss the time when we bad-mouthed about
you know... the BAD people.
and laughed with all our hearts,
till the whole neighbourhood could hear.
which would eventually end up with
some canning by Mrs Crab.
=D
Now, we are already in our early twenties.
Being in different countries,
different environments
and different friend circles.
Well....
I do feel that we look more and more different.
But, I'm trying to put on more weight
just to make up the gap over these years.
*actually just an excuse to grow fat*
But, seriously...
I do feel a little disappointment when
friends or relatives manage to differentiate us.
hah~ just reminiscing the good old time.
Time when people believe who we say we are.
=D
Still, we're still connected in some ways.
It might not be as much as 20 years ago,
but, I believe, there're some sort of bond.
Be it water or blood, urine or saliva,
a thick bond stays a thick bond.
*chuckles*
It feels like magic
to have you as my brother.
haha... it sounds so 'geli'
despite coming out from my own mouth.
Still remember...
A twin friend in college once said
he really like the feeling of being part of a twin.
haha... he totally have my vote in it.
Still remember, when
you went for National Service,
the SECRETE letter that you sent home.
ahhahah.... never expect you to be so
TRUTHFUL!!!
haha.... not sure how did 'he' perceive it,
but I don't think it's a bad thing though.
When I read it, I was like
"MAMAMIA, SHAKALAKA BAMBAM!
WHERE ON EARTH DID YOU
GATHER THE COURAGE TO
SPIT THAT OUT??"
*don't worry, the content stays Private&Confidential with me*
You must be drunk when you wrote that master piece!
hahah... well, that proves you have a 'hark-lorn' too!
Don't be plastic, and never shall we.
Still remember,
when I first got the confirmation
that I'll be going to KL for studies,
and probably Aussie afterwards....
My heart sunk...
It sunk so deep that I feel nothing, literally,
amidst the surface covered with overjoy.
Not that I'm not happy, sad or sorrow.
There're just too much unknown and uncertainties
in my mind,
in my heart,
every corner in my body.
It's like gaining a long-awaited independence,
but on an island with no one but myself.
It felt so .... hmmm...
Unused and strange, perhaps?
Not good in describing that sort of feelings though.
ha~ just not used of not having a brother around my side
ALL THE TIME...
well, you know what I mean.
=D
So fast, you're graduating and already working.
As a '大哥’,I have not much to say,
not to mention the 'contribution-less'.
But ALL THE BEST and BAMBATEH KUDA屎!
Being in the same age is sometimes bugging me.
Why? You might be asking...
Well, if I were a few years older
instead of a mere 20 minutes,
then we might set on a different path today.
haha... oh my imagination,
it does run wild from time to time.
XP
But, I'm glad you found your summer in Uni.
Both literal and implicit ~
A perfect timing for that! =D
I'm sure she's miles ahead of me now,
but just hope that there's always a
biscuit tin reserved for me at some random corner.
haha... emo huh?
Nawh~ just trying to be more realistic, MAAAN!
Not like I'm gonna marry you and have babies with you
Oh DUDE~! please lah~
I ain't having any vagina in my life!!!
haha.... *I think I just crossed the 18SX line*
All in all.....
Happy graduation and
well.... not much to say but
All the best in everything
in future, in career,
in health, in study
(if you got the intention)
in money, in makan-makan,
in clothing, in transportation,
in love, in friends-making,
in happiness, in ...
in in in in in in in in in in .....
IN EVEYTHING SINGLE THING
YOU CAN and YOU CAN'T THINK OF.
Take good care of yourself
and 大大力加油哦！
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